I have been feeling extremely fuckstrated lately. I am more than tired of having sex with myself and have been for a while and am looking for some interaction with another person. So I work up the courage to do something that I have dreamed about for some time.

I dig out my enema supplies, take a shower and a huge enema. I then get dressed and head out. When I was half way to my destination, I pull over off of the highway and head over to a nearby park that is not too crowded, and with no lighting.

Finding a place to park, I turn off the engine and reach in the back for the bottle of whiskey and take a big swallow of it to help work up the courage. I then grab for the other clothes and put them within reach and open the door, step outside of my truck and stretch a little as I survey the area. I move to pull off my boots, my socks, my jeans, the skimpy underwear and then take off my shirt, Tossing all into the floor on the passenger side.

Sitting down on the seat, I reach for the polo shirt and pull it on. I grab another pair of jeans and pull them on and then put on some leather sandals.

These are not just typical jeans. They have no back pockets, so as to show the contour of my butt easier. No zipper, yet only three buttons. And very tight. Almost as if they are painted on. Yeah I kind of like them. I bought them in the juniors department at a local store. And the finishing touch on them, I made a stencil and wrote on the ass of them in a red marker, 'SPANK ME!'

So I reach for the bottle for one more swallow of courage and just sit there for a few minutes. I then shut the door, start the engine and head off towards my favorite video store.

Once there, I grab some money and condoms, lock my truck and head inside. Once inside the video room area, I stand and survey the titles and boxes of all of the videos that they have playing at the time. I pick out a few that I would like to view.

I then walk along the hallways, looking to see if I can find someone who will appear interesting. I do not find anyone who is very appealing or that gives any indications that they want to play, though. So I go into one of the rooms and put a few dollars into the slot to start the movie. Leaving the door unlocked, I hope that someone will come in to play. This doesn’t happen.

Several guys do open the door and look in, but they do not stay. I don't understand this! Here I am sitting, watching a transsexual or gay porno, totally naked, stroking my cock. Guys open the door to look, but then they leave. I just do not understand why it is that they do this.

When the time runs out, I put my jeans and shirt back on and head out of the room and start wandering the halls again. A few minutes have passed since I have been in the hallways, maybe some new people are there, though I still did not see anyone or see any reaction that were very promising. So, I think I will head into another room and see if something happens.