I can feel it all around me Closing in to my core

I feel that i cant control it any longer, i used to be able to

i don't know what happened... A friend says that I'm craving something

i need something.... a Dominate part

I cant release when i want my body wont let me

the intensity that i feel when i do things is sometimes unbearable

i got the bathroom at work and i have to cover my mouth bite my bottom lip

close my eyes and pray that the person in the stall next to me doesn't hear me

My legs get weak and i stand they shake a little and yet i cant release

walking back to my desk i catch my breath and feel my sex pulsating throbbing trying

hard to focus on other things but it pulls at my core... to the pet inside me

Am i wrong to feel this way? Gripping  my chair panting quietly at my desk

people all around me  but they don't notice

last night in the embrace of your arms feeling you next to me opening me up

thrusting deep within me , and i clinching the pillows around me  feeling the after burns

of spankings, my body wont let go..

i cant I wont not until you speak softly "yes Pet" without me asking my body reactions let you know my issues and my eyes tell  the story of my day

Going and Going and Going and Going not releasing

Innocent eyes meeting yours lips parted breathing heavy, you whispering

in my ear that its OK, but not my Dominate part...

maybe you are but you don't know it , you cant tap into me ..

You call me "pet" once more simply reply "yes" looking down at me

and say once more "pet". I looking back at you  lowering my innocent eyes

"yes Master" i reply, you smile and caress my hair  touch my face your lips meet

Carmel nipples hard as rocks sucking softly scraping teeth across them your rough

hands travel down my stomach to my sex, touch the warm wetness that seeps out of me

your fingers roam and tease the hardness that is there pressing against it

i gasp closing my eyes my hands immobilized paralyzed clinched  lips parted

breathing harder arched back legs tensed " come on" you whisper to me , sex throbbing

still not releasing

lips begin to quiver gasping breaths getting shorter

i want to but i cant ...

Taking my hand to your swollen member squeezing it making it grow with in

you slip inside me bringing the intensity to  the  surface of my skin pressing down

hands now within mine gripping me tightly screaming out as you thrust harder

making me come out to  you, my legs wrap around you finally able to show my self

to you my whole body shakes uncontrollably feeling  you ride it out of me

you came ten minutes ago...

holding me down holding my hands tightly within yours panting...breathing heavily toes

curled and out of breath you kiss my lips and smile " good girl, now breath" trying hard

ten minutes pass before  you slip out and look down at me open  exposed... and scared

getting to your knees leaning down touching with your tongue

my body flinches breathing heavy legs shaking i swallow hard as you begin to work my

high down cleaning pleasing teasing me ...

i gasp and cum again  and again and again and again.....

I exhausted  and shivering turns in to a ball holding myself

you cover me ..

 you shower and i asleep still shaken up and scared

 you touch my skin look up at  you with fear in my eyes it reads my face and body

slipping your hand under the covers touching my core still soaking i lean to

your leg and close my eyes as you tell me what I'm thinking as you caress me there

and tell me its OK

opening my eyes i don't say a word......