As we paused for breath, she whispered that there was something else she wanted me to do before I made her cum. She asked so sweetly, so earnestly that tears began to streak my cheeks. She asked me again as she hugged me, whispering the words into my ear. I pulled away slightly and, as I looked at her, another cloud of doubt must have crossed my face.

‘Adam, I want you to. You’ll be my first… my only one,’ and she nodded, her big, dewy eyes full of the same love and trust she had shown me in the hospital refectory.

I gladly acquiesced and slowly rolled her onto her back, kissed her beautiful face. She smiled up at me, but there was a question in her eyes. I reassured her:

‘We’ll do it this way, so we can watch each other... so I can see the pleasure on your face… as you cum. You will cum. We’ll cum together, I promise.’ I had a sudden thought and quickly retrieved some things from the bedside cabinet in our bedroom. This was something Danielle had loved me to do. I’d loved doing it too. It always worked – often spectacularly. Placing a pillow under her bottom, I positioned myself, on my knees, between her legs and lifted her gorgeous tanned calves over my shoulders. The KY was cold and she jumped with surprise when it first touched her arse and then giggled. I slowly, gently inserted a finger. It was so tight. She sighed. We both looked at the bulbous end of my swollen cock and I doubted this was going to work, but she nodded again. I squeezed the tube once more, smeared myself with the cold, slippery gel and positioned my tip against her glistening, puckered hole. I pushed. She grunted. I pushed again and it gave a little. I applied more weight by degrees; she opened up and, impossibly, the tip slid in. She almost sobbed:

‘No… oh, oh, oh… no.’ She relaxed a little and I knew the worst was over for her. She would be fine now. I paused there a second. She closed her eyes and noisily sucked in air through pursed lips. Then she heard the buzzing of the vibrator. ‘What the fuck?’

‘Relax. You’re going to love this. I promise.’ I placed my left palm on her pubic bone and pushed upwards, towards her belly. I touched the vibrator to her exposed clit and she nearly jumped out of bed. She was dripping now. It ran from her and around my partially embedded cock and onto the bed. I worked her clit with the vibrator some more, then I parted her perfect lips and slid it smoothly into her cunt. Straight in. I felt the vibrations on my glans as it pushed against me, inside her, separated by just a slender membrane. Up inside her it went. All the way.