I hate being restrictions and I hate being teased.  I am a bit freaky and I love sex. All sex, oral sex, anal sex, any kind of sex as long as it is hot monkey sex with no holds barred.  And yet despite this, here I am, involved with a married man.  Talk about restrictions.  How is that for irony?

I never wanted an affair.  Had never been the other woman.  Yet, I can't get enough of you.  I am a greedy lover.  I always want more.  You know this.  Each stolen moment that we spend together completely blows me away.  What is it about you that makes me want even more?  All I know is that this is some of the best sex of my life.  In a way, that more than makes up for the restrictions.

There are days though, when I am so beyond horny and you aren't available.  I can't contact you.  I need you.  I want you.  And I crave you so badly that it just about drives me insane.

Those kinds of days make me want to punish you.  It makes me want to tease you and make you beg for it.  I want to make you want it as just as much as I did and then watch you writhe in agony because you can't get any relief.  It even makes me think about ending things and finding someone who can satisfy me when I want them to.  Yet I don't… and I don't know why.

I am a big believer in self pleasure… and do not have a problem with taking things into my own hands.  But, there are some days when even that isn't enough to satisfy the hunger inside.  I have toys as well, but sometimes the flames of desire are so strong that nothing can quench the fire inside. 

In fact, I can remember this one day in particular, that I was so sexually frustrated that I came close to ending things between us.  I was tired of not having you there when I wanted or Ineeded you.  It all felt so one-sided.  Great sex … but only when you wanted it and not when I did. So not fair!!!  I really didn't want to end things.  I was just really horny and in need of a good fuck!

Thinking back on this day, I recall it all very clearly.  I was really horny and had tried my best to interest you into meeting me when you got off work and giving me a good fuck before you went home to your wife.   I really would have preferred a good long repeat fucking, but even a quickie would have took the edge off for a while.  Unfortunately for me, you said that you couldn't meet me. I was hurting so bad, and needed you so desperately.  What I felt was way past sexual frustration and it actually pissed me off. 

You were at work and had snuck off to call me.  Damn, just thinking of your voice in my ear gets my juices flowing - even now.  My nipples harden immediately, begging for your touch and my pussy is instantly wet and ready for your hot throbbing cock.  Every time we talk, every time I think of you, my hand automatically gravitates to my hot, wet pussy.  You have that strong of an effect on me.

As you teased me on the phone, my finger was furiously working my clit.  You always make me hot just thinking of you.  It makes me even hotter when you talk about sex.  I love it when you talk dirty to me and