I awake to the sound of a garbage truck backing up in the alley beneath my window. The still air in my room is hot and rancid. I kick off the stained sheet tangled around my legs and take hold of my hard cock. I stroke it reflexively, feeling the soreness from last night. The porn is still in the VCR. I think about hitting the play button on the remote lying next to my head, but I need to piss more than cum right now.

I stand naked in front of the toilet. I see myself in the mirror, pale and skinny, my piss hard cock juts out from my body like some engorged alien appendage. As the trickle becomes a hard stream my dick slowly droops pulse by pulse. I squeeze out the last few squirts and give it a shake.

I walk from the bathroom still tugging on my now soft cock, my hand slides down rubbing and pulling at my hairy balls. I sit on the edge of my bed and try to figure out what day it is. Tuesday, or maybe Wednesday? Either way I have to go to fucking work. I think about the boss’s assistant Rachel. Would she wear the white blouse that fits tight around her tits today? Sometimes the fabric pulls open at the buttons and I can see the lacey edge of her bra against the skin of her breast.

My cock stiffens a bit, and I pull harder at it. I think about Rachel opening her blouse and begging me to cum on her tits. She wants me to rub my cock on her nipples as I jerk off. She wants to watch me play with myself. She wants me to cum on her.

My hand pumps furiously at my erection. I’m naked on the edge of my bed, hunched over, knees together. With eyes closed in concentration, I smile at the fleshy sound of my hand slapping against my swollen balls. In less than thirty seconds I feel the tingle spread out from my groin and a thin stream of cum oozes from my piss hole onto my knuckles.

I can feel the soreness again in my balls, but I don’t mind it. I wipe my hand on the dirty sheets and go to the window. The garbage truck is gone. The pavement in the alley is still wet from the rain. As I lean forward to get a glimpse of the sky my wilting hard-on presses against the wall. Dark clouds still hang low in the sky. I rub my cock harder against the wall beneath the window enjoying the sensation of the rough coldness.

I look back at the stack of porn tapes. You get one movie free when you rent two at my video store. I got six tapes last night and watched three so far. I pick up one of the tapes I haven’t watched yet. Oriental Cunt Express. I love shaved Asian pussies. Do I have enough time before work? No, I’m going to be late as it is. Maybe if I skip the shower?

I reluctantly drop the tape on top of the stack and head back into the bathroom. The hot water is about the only thing I can ever depend on in my rat hole apartment and I step under the steamy spray. I soap up. Arms, shoulders, pits, chest, stomach. I get my pubic hair foamed